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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

WEDNESDAY May 12, 2010

EVERYTHING (Chris Quilala)

Find me here, speak to me

I want to feel, I need to hear

You are the light that’s leading me

To the place where I find peace again

You are the strength that keeps me walking

You are the hope that keeps me trusting

You are the light into my soul

You are my purpose, You’re everything

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You

You tell me how could it be and better than this

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You

You tell me how could it be and better than this

Cause you’re all I want, you’re all I need, everything, everything

You’re all I want, you’re all I need, everything, everything

You’re all I want, you’re all I need, everything, everything

You’re all I want, you’re all I need, everything, everything

Good morning, Lord Jesus.  It’s me again.  I need You.  It was refreshing getting into Your Word and just reading a little bit helped my soul.  It felt like cool water pouring over my soul.  Like taking a drink of cool water for a dry, thirsty, parched soul.  You are all I want, You are all I need.  You have been so good to me.  I enjoy Your peace that floods my soul.  I desire to drink more of Your fresh water today.  It is better with my soul.  I have had some rough days, walking in the flesh.  I relate with my brother, Paul.  The things I want to do, I don’t do and the things I don’t want to do, those are the things that I do.  My flesh is wretched.  I try to be honest in these emails, but because of fear or other’s opinions, I sometimes hide and don’t admit the truth.  That clogs up the River of Life in my soul.  I have to be honest.  I know that the truth will set me free. 

I read about someone in the Bible that I have never studied before.  His name was Zerubbabel and after Solomon’s temple was destroyed, he was commissioned to build another one.  After he started the temple, people made him stop.  Then after about 10 years, he began the temple again.  God told him to “start again”.  He also told him it was not by might, nor by power, but by the Spirit of God (Zechariah 4:6).  The Scriptures say, “The hands of Zerubbabel have laid the foundation of this temple; his hands will also complete it.  Then you will know that the Lord Almighty has sent me to you.  Who despises the day of small thing?”  Zechariah 4:9&10.  I am going to study more about this gentleman in the Bible.  I believe the Lord has something awesome to say about him that can help me “start over”.

Today is a day of new beginnings.  I have tried so long and maybe I’ve accepted where I am.  I need my hope restored in this area of my life.  I will get up and try again.  Trying again takes God’s strength in my life.  It is by His might and His power that I can push back the chair that I have been sitting in and stand up and walk.  My steps might be a little wobbly at first.  I will rise when He calls my name.  No more sorrow, no more pain.  I will ride on Eagle’s wings.  I was amazed the other day as an eagle swooped down in my yard and just stood there for a minute.  I now think it was a heavenly visitation to look at that huge bird and be reminded on “riding on eagle’s wings” as he flapped his large wings and pointed toward the sky and flew away.  I hear the voice of many angels sing, “Worthy is the Lamb”.  Today I am

Before my God, falling on my knees,

Mary Ann

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